http://www.thisiswhatlifeis.com Just another WordPress weblog Mon, 30 Nov 2009 05:49:55 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en The happy, sappy words, the words that deny the despair, the words that are meant to pull me up by my bootstraps and proclaim to the world that no one else - goddamn it! - can take away my joy, the warm fuzzies that had settled into the pit of ... http://www.thisiswhatlifeis.com/?p=4 Intimacy. Can I live without it? Do I have a fucking choice? No. So the answer to the first question is: Deal with it, honey. Face the fact that your happinesses, your successes, your small baby steps and especially your big gigantic leaps, will be flatlined. There will be no happy response, no ... http://www.thisiswhatlifeis.com/?p=3 ...Sadness, that I never enjoyed what I had, because I never knew that it/they/fucking everything would be taken away so suddenly, so arbitrarily: Health, cognition, feeling pain free for even just a moment. Being able to run, be tough, play foosball, eat a piece of fudge, write a fucking article, ... http://www.thisiswhatlifeis.com/?p=1